tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85820981124390958272024-03-05T23:32:11.083-08:00The Pancreatic TimesUpdates, emotions, and hopefully a little humour as I dance with pancreatic cancerKevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.comBlogger70125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-82065357279243848492012-05-10T12:39:00.001-07:002012-05-10T12:39:59.914-07:00FarwellThis is Christi posting a final blog on Kevin's behalf:<div>
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My dearest husband died in the night on May 10th at home in his own bed, holding my hand. A service to celebrate his life will be held on Tuesday May 15th from 2-5 pm at The Lambton Golf and Country Club, 100 Scarlett Road, Toronto. There will be Steam Whistle.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-1591794926481539622012-05-05T13:46:00.003-07:002012-05-05T13:46:18.744-07:00Au Revoir, But Not GoodbyeToday my work/life friend Patrick dropped off a book wonderfully curated by Lindsay Dyson. Within it were more kind thoughts and sentiments than I deserve. Thank you to my family at 121 Bloor. <div>
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As I suggested earlier, I seldom have the energy or creativity to do the blog justice. This is not to say that I won't be posting anymore, but it is to say...don't count on it.</div>
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Wish me luck for the future.</div>
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A big thanks to Kevin, and all the guys from the rotisserie league, for the on-field passes to Sunday's Jays game.</div>
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And an equally big thanks to Stephen and the others of the Toronto Blue Jays.</div>
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We were treated like royalty and all had a blast.</div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">So if you've been on the fence about putting in an order, the email for the amazing Tracy Vincze is tracy.vincze@gmail.com</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">*the trouble with name-checking people is that it's hard to know when to stop.</span>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-39978506888461362212012-03-27T07:46:00.002-07:002012-03-27T07:46:55.698-07:00Sunday; When the Big "C" Stood for "Catan"<div style="text-align: left;">
Patrick (who introduced me to Catan 2 years ago), Will, and Scott came over on the weekend for a couple of games.</div>
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But it sure is fun. And most importantly, after hopping around from foot to foot for an hour or so, it's also a nice distraction from the pain I feel on an ongoing basis.</div>
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I have taken a lot of pills, tinctures, drops, syrups and capsules since being diagnosed last October.</div>
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Some were big, some were sticky, some were chalky. But none of them prepared me for my vitamin C gels.</div>
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Below you can see some of the Sound Solutions crew before a ride in the Carolinas. Gosh it would be nice to be there!</div>
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If you want to look into an order, email Tracy: tracy.vincze@gmail.com<br />
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Just about a week ago I finally got my fish. Many months and many $ later, my <i>mega-awesome/better-than-TV/stop-you-in-your-tracks</i> display tank is finally running!</div>
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Perhaps I'm over-selling it.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-86538875610674361052012-03-01T23:14:00.001-08:002012-03-01T23:15:29.897-08:00A Face Made For Radio<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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This one's a biggie in that it may tell if I'm winning, losing or playing to a draw in the spectator-unfriendly game of chemo.</div>
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If you're a believer in good vibes, religious prayer, or universal connectedness, send what you've got my way. Between you all and me I don't feel optimistic, but that could be the chemo or one of my seven tumors talking.</div>
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But maybe the twisty straw will spur me on to victory!</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-10538896323893563412012-02-19T17:46:00.000-08:002012-02-19T17:46:48.750-08:00No Risk Haircut<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Here is my cat Billie in a state of deep relaxation.</div>
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Why, on top of me, of course.</div>
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When it comes to sleeping all day and only waking to have others tend to your needs, there's a new cat in town.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-63184269069117420812012-02-02T04:07:00.000-08:002012-02-02T04:07:45.229-08:00Like Space Mountain, But Not As Much Fun<div style="text-align: left;">
I'm currently in the middle of a "good week:" meaning that I am far enough away from my chemo that I'm not completely overcome by sleepiness. In the past few days I've been out for a long walk, visited the acupuncturist, ridden my indoor trainer, had lunch with my dad, visited my massage therapist, hung out with my mom, watched the CX World Championships with some buddies, and done some water changes on the fish tanks.</div>
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The trouble is that I am incapable of doing any two of these things consecutively.</div>
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Hence the Disney World™ analogy: the constant ups, downs, lefts and rights make navigating this chemo like riding a roller coaster in the dark.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-14705792899030320142012-01-27T07:37:00.000-08:002012-01-27T07:37:11.777-08:00Hair Today, Gone Tomorrow<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
In a hour or two I will finish up my second chemo cycle. You're probably wondering if this cycle was better or worse than the last one. I'm wondering too.</div>
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Very few things feel as intense in hindsight as they do in the present, so for now I am saying that neither treatment was particularly tough. The first had me nervous, and some minor feelings of nausea only made me more so. The second treatment was quicker and more efficient, but it also included a nice flare-up of back pain that had me hopping around the chemo ward, making everyone nervous. The hiccups haven't been as bad this time, but the nausea was worse - in the depths of it I really wished I could have thrown up and have been done with it - but no luck.</div>
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I think this shot is safe enough to not hide behind a link - it shows how my 46 hour drip is attached to my port-a-cath. Just a tiny little needle, really, and carrying the bottle around isn't that much of a bother.</div>
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Since I've subjected you to my hairy chest I thought I should show you what my head hair looks like after two days of not showering (can't get the port-a-cath wet.)</div>
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Since it should start falling out in a week or two I think I may keep with the Eraser Head look!</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-71105250762526770412012-01-23T09:29:00.000-08:002012-01-23T09:29:11.341-08:00You Win Some, You Lose Some<div style="text-align: left;">
Ever since early January I've been experiencing some pretty awful back pain. It's ranged from a dull tightness that doesn't allow me to stay still, to acute pain that has me literally crawling on the floor.</div>
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Hot baths and showers help, as did a birthday morning spent at Le Scandinave!</div>
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Anyhow, I got in for a massage last Wednesday when I was feeling particularly rough. I showed up early and that paid off; she snuck me in for more than my allotted hour. It felt great.</div>
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Only a month after my previous scan, which was fairly clean, I was now showing not only a 2cm blood clot in my liver, but also two 1cm tumors in my liver and five 2cm tumors in my peritoneum.</div>
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In the days that have passed Christi and I have achieved a certain level of calmness about the whole thing. We finally talked to the kids about it and that went fairly well. Frankie certainly knows something is going on, but she seems okay. Owen has said that he'd rather not have the facts, which I think is his way of saying that he wishes it weren't true.</div>
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If there's a silver (or maybe gray?) lining to this backward step, it's this: most cases of pancreatic cancer go this way. Mine just went this way much faster. It's pushed me one step closer to reality, which is a good thing. This is much tougher on my family than it is for me.</div>
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For what it's worth, <i>and I think it's worth a lot</i>, I am feeling happy and am looking forward to what ever future I am lucky enough to have.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-63700694920851236402012-01-21T01:29:00.000-08:002012-01-21T01:30:35.056-08:00Bear With Me As I Entertain A Metaphor<div style="text-align: left;">
I've been watching all twelve hours of "The Lord of the Rings" trilogy in the middle of the night as I've struggled with sleep issues (a BluRay version came my way this Christmas), so indulge me on this one:</div>
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Gollum, a very tricksy and foul creature who is nonetheless crucial in destroying The Ring, is chemo.</div>
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And Samwise Gamgee, the Hobbit who protects Frodo with no regard to his own happiness and safety, is my wife.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-42898191436303037892012-01-16T07:08:00.001-08:002012-01-16T07:09:12.357-08:00A Meaningful Life<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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Ross was my friend for 13 years and my brother for the last four months.</div>
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Ross gave me my very own Jeero for strength through my cancer - his Jeero went through many more ordeals than should ever be necessary.</div>
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Yet none of that ever diminished his freight train-like passion for life.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-27243730749300585072012-01-15T16:35:00.000-08:002012-01-15T16:35:39.390-08:00Death Star Trash Compactor<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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So far nothing about chemo side effects have been as expected. Actually getting the injections was not too bad. Carrying around a baby bottle for two days was not too bad. I even split a Pizza Libretto prix fixe lunch with CJ on the way home from the disconnect on Thursday.</div>
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I was steeled against nausea and digestive problems, but not against intense pain in my gut and back. Generally they tag-team me; first the back, then the gut, then the back, etc.</div>
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My only consolation is that my waiting for the other shoe to drop (the aforementioned nausea and digestive problems) may in fact be the stress that's causing the problems.</div>
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Hopefully after I start to figure this cycle out things will get a bit more tolerable.</div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-61473456730340493412012-01-13T08:32:00.000-08:002012-01-13T08:32:37.024-08:00Side Effects, I've Had A Few...<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/rpr2KAj23AE?fs=1" width="459"></iframe><br />
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But by far the most annoying has been the hiccups. Bouts of 90 minutes. I've at least learned to fall asleep while they're happening.<br />
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In other news, a lot has happened since I started chemo but the energy's not there to put it all down right now.<br />
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All things being equal I feel like things could be a lot worse.Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-37617545646844629432012-01-09T16:50:00.001-08:002012-01-09T18:21:30.519-08:00She's My Everything<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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I just finished a smoothie & salad that included <i>just about every anti-cancer food known to exist.</i><br />
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And they were delicious!</div>
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I provide the comic relief in this operation, but my lovely Christi provides everything else.</div>
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I like to get out for a ride on my birthday whenever possible, but yesterday I was busy being treated to a spa, spending time with my family and getting a nice dinner (with an even nicer apple pie for dessert.)</div>
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So I got out for a ride today instead. Report below:</div>
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<br /></div>Kevin Watsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16541581842067214090noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8582098112439095827.post-71745933326856233882012-01-07T21:53:00.000-08:002012-01-07T22:00:40.033-08:00Folfirinox > Gemcitabene?<span id="internal-source-marker_0.021402057260274887"><span style="color: #bf9000; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-style: italic; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">With apologies to my friends and coworkers at Shaw Media who have already read this, here's a copy/paste of my chemotherapy information:</span></span><br />
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<br /><span style="text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">I don't have my full schedule, but I believe that I will have two sessions of chemo every other week for six months. Unless my body can't handle the toxicity, in which case the plans will change.</span><br /><span style="text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">The idea here is obviously to go after this thing as aggressively as my incoming health allows. I am sure over the next six months there will be times when I greatly regret the decision to take the harder and more uncertain route.</span><br /><span style="text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">But hey, isn't rising to the challenge supposed to put hair on one's chest?</span></span></span></div>
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